Summer has finally arrived. The temperature is starting to get too hot. I didn’t mind the high 70s during the day and I especially didn’t mind the low 60s at night. And now because of the high temperature, my electric bill is going to be high.


When I first started this blog I thought it would be a way for me to get my thoughts in order, like a journal, while going through my cancer treatment. I also thought that I would blog every day or every other day but that wasn’t the case. My last entry was from December and I’m disheartened that I have not kept up with this blog.

My treatment continues and I am making good progress. My body doesn’t hurt as much thank goodness but there was a time when my whole body was hurting every day.

I will try to blog more often. Maybe I will post some of my favorite recipes. Maybe I’ll post some photos.

There are so many things that I still want to do and I continue to hope and pray that I will be able to do some of them.


Toni (aka Meme)


I started chemo last week. My medical oncologist put on oral chemo called Ibrance. I’ve been reading a lot of good things about it. Some are calling it a miracle drug. I don’t want to get my hopes up. While on this drug I may or may not lose my hair which is good because I finally have it the way I want it. I know it sounds a little vain.

I’m almost done with radiation.The skin on my left rib area where is lesion is located is discolored. There was a little discoloration from the last time I had radiation but now the area is darker.

The pain from the pinched nerve is getting to me. I started taking prescription pain meds last week. I don’t like the side effects, but I don’t like pain more.

I’m starting to feel my esophagus tighten because of the radiation to my T2. I have to make sure I eat or else my esophagus will narrow.

Results of My PET Scan

I have had three PET scans and the results have been good: no activity. A few weeks ago I went for my fourth PET scan and last Friday, Oct. 28, I received the results of the last PET scan: new activity. New activity to my T2, my left 5th and 6th ribs, my left clavicle and the lesion I have on a rib has gotten bigger.

Just when I thought I was doing so well, I’m hit with this news. Cancer sucks.

Yesterday, I met with the radiology oncologist. I will have about 12 sessions to my T2, clavicle and lesion. I was marked up yesterday.

The cancer on my T2 is causing me some nerve pain to the right shoulder and underarm. I haven’t been able to sleep because of the pain. At least now I know what’s causing it. None of my pain medications are helping with the nerve pain.

Tomorrow I start radiation. Hopefully, my oral chemo meds come soon. I have to start that on Monday.

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